Saturday, 24 December 2011

skx algi hti aq hncur....

hncur wt y sedemikian kx....yey..hapy btul aq hdup dlm sgsare....bgai alsn ko bg n ayt ko sume cm pundek an....fuck la wey....pape pon aq xksh wey...1 day ko akn asew aper y asew skunx..nw ko ley tersnyum lyn ppuan sane sney..its oky..go on....ko akn asew mnyesl gn aper ko..ko xkn dpt ksh sygs y aq bg at ko n ko xkn dpt ppuan setie cm aq...setie tguw law aper pon jd,,tp uw dluw jer..bkn skunx..nw law pon aq xtng tp hti aq cber tok tbh trime sume ney..aq xna hdup aq cmney ag....cpai biler aq na lara sebp ko an....myb ney hdup ko sbnrnye..nw bru aq knl sape ko...oky....tq..(nagez) aq xna bdn aq skit aq...aq xna aq skit sebp trus pk cmney..mg da xd jdo..allah da tkdrkan aq bkn gn ko..myb aq kne 3me an....xper....law pon aq xtdw n mate aq bgkak pon aq rela..aslkan mslh aq stel...aq xsgup da tgung...na mkn da la xslere lgsung....kurus mkin kurus da skunx...aq tkut ad skit len jer...skit?ahh xksh la..law mti pon ag bgs an..xyhla aq trus pk sl ko...cpai duk mpi ko....ah bdo tol aq ney..ermm tp nape hti aq msh tguw die..even die da tpuw aq,,ah peritnye hti n karma y aq hadapiney......(mgalir air mate aq tok ko skx lagi sygs) cpai biler la aq trus na lmhkan hti aq ney..adoy....mumy aq xtaw sl ney..law die taw aper aq na ckp..oh god....cpai biler aq na tpuw die....damn its......law die taw xmkn sebp aq pts cinte huh lagi la die mra.....nape gn aq ney.umi ko kuat la wey..nape ko lmh cgt ney.... nape skunx aq taw nagez jer...nape aq jd truk cpai .cmney....ya allah ko tbhkan hti aq ya allah..aq mhon ya allah.....aq xsgup na lalui dugaan mu ney ya allah.....mate aq hnye terpjm ya allah ko relakan la aq tdw gn lena ....hnye skx ya allah.....ko pthkanla niat aq tok jd mlik die ag..aq xna da sume uw ya allah..aq xna kwn y slame ney  bg smgt at aq jaokan dri dekt aq hnye krane die....aq na cgt aq bebs dri sume mslh ney..aq xna da pk cmney....aq na p jao dri hdup y da hncurkan hti aq..tp cmner?aper kne wt,,,?gn sape aq na mx tlg?mane aq na lari?
damn !!!aq hnye mapu ckp at mlot tp hti aq msh ade die...die msh hdup dlm hti aq...hdup sebagai MYHUBYBOOOOO cpai biler.....myb xd sape akn gnti.....ssh tok aq 3me y len da..tp die xpnh na phm..die hnye taw mx mf then ckp cm2 n ykinkan aq n bg hrpn at aq..aggggggg...nape gn aq ney..nape aq syk pk die...sdgkan die xpnh na jge hti aq...bnyk cgt hti aq pndm cdey sebp die......ney ker dugaan cynte wey..? :( (nagez lagi) ...klaw la aq ley lari dri mslh aq xna pon msok dlm mslh cmney....perit wey na tgung..aishh...cpai skunx aq msh terpk nape la aq knl gn die.....nape?na kate jdo tp nape xkkl gn die?sume silap aq ker.....slh aq ker y wt die cpai cm uw?if silap aq..aq mxmf cgt cgt..aq akn pergi jao dri hdup ko sygs..jao sgt.....xd aq ko akn senyum slau...ko xkn kne mra..ko xkn dgr aq bebel ag..ko xkn tgk krenah aq ney ag....n ko xkn dpt cl n bce msj aq y pnjg uw an...oky ney y terbek sygs...aq na cgt tgk ko hapy n kkl sygs..tp aq na mx 1 jer dri ko...tlg sygs ..tlg la ko ubh sikap tu ea..pls.....aq hnye na tgk bhagie jer...tht all.... myb aq xd hal lagi na mbebel at ko..tp last aq mx ...last dri aq n xd lagi aq dlm hdup ko psney...dun wory erk.....bnyk sebp sygs nape aq naaaa tglkan ko..sebp ko bnyk cgt tpuw aq..ko xpnh tunaikan jnji ko sygs..so peluker aq berkoban lagi tok ko.....aq tkut uw hnye sie sie bg aq.....uw mksdnye aq akn lukekan hti aq ag.....sygs,,ko ingt ag x..aq pnh ckp y kite xkn kkl lame..if ko da lupe xper la...myb bnd uw sume xpnting...aq ckp y aq ney xlyk tok ko....mse uw aq ckp taraf kite jao cgt...tp ko xpnh na cye an..nape? lagi aq pnh ckp y ko akn brubh.....tp ko xcye kate2 aq uw...see...nw ur nt adi.nt adi y umie knl dluw....adi skunx kejam...die da hncurkan hti umie...die wt umie cm tgul....nape adi wt cm uw...adi mg na menkan umi ker... :'( ...okyy...adi adi....pgi td adi mx mf an..adi kne ingt y umie xpnh na mra adi...umie dalame mfkan adi....so adi jgn isaw.....umi na adi hapy...nw adi hapy n snyum taw tnpe umie....umie mx mf sgt2 taw...myb umie jaat tok adi...'

says:ermm umie sygs adi sgt2...tp adi bkn milik umie ag..so nw umie na adi hapy taw..jgn cdey....kbai!

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