for the rest of my lifee ~~

ermm...nw juz wana says imisyousodamnfuckongmuch myhubbyboo......aq mraaaaa sgt ..tp mra aq kejp jer sygs..aq mra xlame pon cz aq xley hndel prasaan aq y sgt n teramat merindui ko sygs.....tp aqxtaw la kod pt phm n asew x aper y aq asew sygs,,,law pon bnyk airmate aq mgalir sebp ko tp hti aq msih dpt menerime n mfkn ko sygs...ko cynte aq n sygs aq bkn seng tok aq buang dlm sekekip mate...tp aq xtaq la ko cmner b..nobody is perfect including me....so let says im sosory cz been part of u life b.....nape laa tuhan pertemukan kite hingge hti kite terpaut n berkasih sygs smpai aq xley kehilggn ko...nape hti aqq x sgup berjaohan gn ko....b.. :'( hti aq xpnh merelakan ko p ker srwk uw..tp ko mrayu gn aq b...ko ckp ko na kejr cite2 ko...aq terpkse relakn ko dmi mase dpn ko even one day bkn bby y jd pndmping hdup b wt mse hri tue b.... bby trase kite smakin lame smakin jao b.....bby cber rptkan alek hbugn kite gn care bby tp npknye  kite smakin jao njao......bby tkut cgt kehilagn org y bby pelu tok hdup bby... 

hri hri mst akn gduh gduh n terus gduh....adkh uw pertnde y bby akn KEHILANGN b? ney pkre y amt menkutkan bby,,,,, TD?...td kite gduh besr cz hti bby mkiin bertmbh luke..n luke uw semakin dlm n bby xtaw maw ubtnye cmner....b...sebnyk mane kate mf b...bby xtaw bby dpt x bg kemaafan uw tok ubt ht bby y daaa prh....terlaku luke n luke uw semakin melart n ley membawe mti b...hti bby akn mti tk menerime org len tok hdup bby.. :'(

myb mg lumrh bercynte....hnye tok seketike kite akn alami kebhgiaan.....krane da jemu mnyebbkn hbugn uw mkin pudar d telan kebenciaan..secare jujo snyuman at bibir bby da xd tok hbugn kite...bkn pahit dri mnis die.... bby..bby mx mf cz xdpt wt b tersenyum ntergelk cm ex2 b bg at b..bby mx mf cz xjge b gn bek.....mfkan bby cz xdpt bimbing b ingt b y b sape pde dri bby...cz bby juz naa tgk b hapy..myb b gn bby b xdpt n mengukir senyuman uw.. 

ko npk hapy cgtcgt b..mfkan aq cz xdpt bg senyuman ney..

   

mf sgt cz xdpt bg senyuman ney at b...erm.,,myb wktu ney b hapy cgtcgt an..tp biler gn bby b terluke cgt..hati org kite xdpt naaa agk...evevn die tpuw tp kite xley bktikan cz hnye dri die y taw sjao mane kejujurn die pade kite...sjao mane kate2 die pde kite...bby asew btpe bnyknye kekurgn dir bby tok menjd sebhagian dri hdup b....dluw?bb akn bermatian perthnkan hbugn kite tp skunx x lgi cm dluw....semkin jao dri    aper y bby knl dri b....law hti bby skit tp bby kuatkan dri tok berdiri dmi mse dpn bby.....

says:hnye mpuw beserh pade tuhan.......aq hnye mapu mrncg tp seyesly xd lagi hrpn tuu tok hbugn aq....sume da xd......empty!!